"No … I … I didn’t … I never … I never felt that my mother was fussy."
Zhao Xuan’s press is directly driving Yujiang to stutter.
"All right, all right, all right, I’ve teased you, little one, and you’ve taken it back to your mother. You’re always a child in her eyes. You know what’s wrong. All right, she won’t fool around with you. You have to give her an honest answer. If she guessed that you lied to her, she’d have to slap your pants and spank you. She asked you that dad and mom have neglected you more or less over the years. Do you hate us?"
Speaking of which, Zhao Xuan lines are slightly quivering.
Zhao Xuan seems to have neglected Yujiang’s feelings more or less because of Ziwei Skyquake in these years, and Yujiang is at the intersection of life with a little carelessness, which is very likely to be bad. Yujiang, the most important node in life, has neglected the child’s growth because of something else. This guilt has been torturing her in these years.
However, due to Yujiang’s education, Zhao Xuan had a big fight with Yubeitang more than once. Both sides kept complaining about each other, complaining that the other side didn’t understand themselves, complaining that the other side couldn’t see their hard work. Often, at this time, young Yujiang could hide in the corner and show his little head, and then carefully observed his parents quietly in the corner, recording their parents’ quarrels.
Arguing with a red neck …
Arguing while throwing things …
Tearing each other’s hair and arguing …
Constantly tugging at Yu Beitang’s clothes and arguing …
Sitting alone in a chair and cursing silently …
In Yujiang’s memory, Zhao Xuan is a woman who likes to lose her temper easily, and a mother who beat herself up for a little trifle.
With the passage of time, as Yujiang grew up, Zhao Xuanyu Beitang also became unfamiliar with children, and this situation was remembered by Yujiang.
Is it because of yourself that parents are separated from each other?
And this problem is constantly breeding in Yujiang’s mind.
Gradually, Zhao Xuan found that Yujiang became no longer fond of excitement. It can be said that whenever he quarreled with Yubeitang about something small, Yujiangdu would become very clever and quiet.
The change of Yujiang River made Zhao Xuan’s heart suddenly surprised, because it was not until now that she suddenly realized that she had never portrayed her mother in the past few years. She never let her child really realize what maternal love is. Maybe Yujiang knew that she would be super with Yubeitang except super. Maybe in Yujiang’s eyes, she would become more unreasonable and even more hysterical.
Going to Yujiang like this again will be ruined.
Moment so cognitive Zhao Xuan bottom crazy breeding speed immediately, but also in an instant will her subconscious is completely to fill.
Zhao Xuan soon found Yu Beitang and told her what she thought was true. At the same time, she hoped that Yu Beitang could supervise herself and help her to gradually stabilize her emotions.
Ziwei Skyquake really influenced Zhao Xuan.
I still remember that when Yu Jiang was born, Zhao Xuan’s personality was still very gentle. She would keep repeating to Yu Beitang that her future plan would keep pulling Yu Jiang’s little hand, and then her face would keep touching the back of Yu Jiang’s hand. She would listen to Yu Beitang’s complaints patiently and wash Yu Jiang’s diapers with her own hands without getting bored.
But ten years ago, when Zhao Xuan and Su Qingguang returned to Tianji Valley from Yanhu Island, she changed.
Even Zhao Xuan herself knows very well that her original tender and watery mood has completely disappeared with the sinking of Yanhu Island.
Now Li Er leads hundreds of thousands of lead troops to pull Zhao Xuan towards the valley of the cat’s nest. It is clear that she can’t escape this time, but the thought of her underage child makes her heart ache.
Zhao Xuan knows that she really owes Yu’s father Jiang too much in this generation.
So Zhao Xuan wants to make up for his mistakes and debts in the last time of his life.
At this time, Zhao Xuan looked at Yujiang with guilt, and when she looked at the strong-willed son in front of her, her heart kept stirring.
"Jiang Er, do you want to hear your mother give you nursery rhymes?"
Looking at the side of Yujiang Zhao Xuan, she choked back a sob in her heart, forced a smile and whispered in front of Yujiang.
"Really? Mom, do you really want to sing nursery rhymes for me? My mother, my mother, I miss my mother so much. I miss my mother so much. You don’t know my child. Until now, I occasionally hear a paragraph or two in my dream. When I was a child, you hummed me nursery rhymes. My mother, my mother, it’s great. It’s not a dream. I’m not dreaming. "
Yujiang’s overreaction really amused Zhao Xuan. It is rare for her to keep joking at Yujiang until it seems that everything that bothers her at this moment is no longer normal at this time
July 6, 2024